Monday, May 31, 2004
*Phew* Just came home from Orchard. I'm so tired. Was on the phone till 1.30 yesterday morning. Just got my pay today and opened a DBS account. Now I have 2 atm cards. Haha... Desperately looking for a new wallet. Why does The Wallet Shop at Heeren have to close to early? *Sigh* Well, the get together today was AWESOME! I think we should have it more often. Haha... We had dinner at Yoshinoya and then it was pool, what else? Haha... Hmm... No one seems to be tagging the tagboard lately... *Wonders what happened to Jeff, Tisa and my Mei & Jie* Tag me people! Haha...
Life goes on...
Sunday, May 30, 2004
"Quieten your mind, Reflect, Watch. Nothing binds You. You are Free"
-The Buddha
"But after obversation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it."
-The Buddha (kalama Sutra)
-The Buddha (kalama Sutra)
Saturday, May 29, 2004
I've made more changes to my site yet again. Haha.. Oh, the dropping ball thing, I've removed it because it's kinda silly. I've replaced it with a clock. Now, the problem is for some coms, it follows the cursor all the way to the bottom of the page, others, it just stops half way.. Strange.. Can anyone help me? Haha.. I think its the O.S. I think I've caught the HTML fever. I went down to the library to borrow two books on HTML. And the funniest thing today happened when I was bathing. Haha.. I was thinking of how wonderful my blog was and how I can further improve it when I was scrubing my hair. I suddenly realised that something was wrong, the shampoo felt too foam-y. That was when I realised that I had used the body soap to wash my hair. Haha.. No wonder it felt weird. OH! Can you guys do me a favour, can you tell me in the tagboard if the clock follows your cursor all the way to the bottom of the page? Thanks!
Life goes on...
Friday, May 28, 2004
I"M SO HAPPY!! I've added alot of cool stuff to my site tonight. You've probably exprienced some of them by now. Haha.. See if you understand the quotes at the bottom, they make sense only if you understand them. Haha... And dosent' the dropping ball just go with my site? Haha...
Life goes on...
Just helped a friend to create a blog and i'm half way done. Haha.. So tired.. I think I better get back to finishing up that site. *yawns*
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Yet another boring day. Work was routine with no excitment. Spend the evening playing RA2 and the night on MSN. I've found a very meaningful quote that is very true,
"What good is a love affair, a relationship, if there is no trust?"
Haiz.. Then again, what good is trust if there is no love? YingChin, if you are reading my blog, cheer up, just forget him and move on. There are better guys out there. And remember those 3 things I told you. Haha..
Life goes on...
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH BLOGGER?!?!
Life goes on...
Monday, May 24, 2004
Got a new book tonight, Jeffery Archer's First Among Equals. Haha.. John Grisham's The Last Juror was really a disappointment. It lacks suspense and the ending is not rewarding. What wonderful weather today. It is so cooling..
Life goes on...
Sunday, May 23, 2004
something's wrong with my blog!! argh!!
Spent $50 today on a radio/handset today. Haha... It looks so cool man.. Its back light is blue! Haha... When to my sister's church today. I had fun and I must admit, I felt kinda out of place. Well, no matter, I had fun. The youth director sure knows how to make a new comer known to the ENTIRE cell group. So pai seh.. Haha... Why is Daniel Ong on Perfect10 now? Shouldn't it be Jamie Yeo? Strange.. Sis, he has neither looks nor character. I really don't know what you saw in him. Maybe what they say is true, Love is Blind..
life goes on...
life goes on...
Saturday, May 22, 2004
Going to my sister's church tomorrow. And for that, I have to wake up at 0630. Haha... Oh well.. Who ever said life was easy? 24 hrs seems to be insufficient... *sighs* So many things I want to do but have no time to.. Phone charger's gone a bit mad.. Seems to charge only when it wants to. Haha..
Life goes on...
Friday, May 21, 2004
"Love brings nothing but bitterness & lies."
It makes everything sweet while it lasts. But the moment is leaves, things take a sudden change. You suddenly find youself thrown into a world of emptiness and sorrow with no where to run or hide.. You are confusesd, filled with bitterness and agony and your heart lies shattered somewhere deep within you where it'll never again be touched by love again for the pain is too great to be relived.
They say time heals all wounds but the scars would always remain. How long does these wounds take to heal? A lifetime? What if these wounds never heal? Everytime you see her/him again, its like having a knife go through your heart. The wound that has healed is now once again open.
"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else."
At times like this, you really wished you've never fell in love.
Thursday, May 20, 2004
I'm so sad.. No one to accompany me to Expo to view the Buddhist exhibition... *sighs* Nothing much happened today. Life goes on...
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
"I am but a PAWN in this gigantic, CRAZY and SICK game of chess call HUMANITY"
I interprete it as you play a very insignificant role in Life as u describe yourself as a mere Pawn. And that life to you is crazy and sick. Am I right in my interpretation? If I am right, then I have to disagree. We are Kings in our own right and we control our own life. Take things easy.
Went to Bugis to shop today, ended up coming home empty handed because I hate to spend money on myself. Haha.. I have finally let go! I feel free! I feel great! I have not thought about her for a long time and my thoughts do not wander to her or our past together. This sunday most probably going to Glenda's church. And saturday going to Expo to view a Buddhist exhibition. Its going to be a weekend I'm looking forward to!
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
boring..
"I let you go, I let you fly, why do I keep on asking why? I let you go, now that I've found, a way to keep somehow, more than a broken vow..."
Monday, May 17, 2004
My friends just left, spent the whole afternoon playing at my house. Earlier spent the late morning play billard. Dinner was wonderful. When there are guests, my parents really to go through the trouble to cook up a spread. Haha..
Sunday, May 16, 2004
Yet another boring day. Stuck at home with nothing to do other than to face the computer. Hopefully next Sunday I can make it for my mei's church. Haha.. With my dad like this, we can't go shopping or out to eat. This sucks.. Just did push ups with weights strapped round my neck. Oh! IDY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Saturday, May 15, 2004
"I had a dream my life would be so different from the hell I'm living...now life has killed the dream I dreamed"
Somebody plz explain what does that mean?
I was reading my Buddhist Society magazanine and the first paragraph is
"Our aims in publishing this magazine is not to convert others into out faith but to enlighten them to seek peace and happiness and to practise their religion according to their own convictions without resorting to blind faith. We encourage every person to practise his own religion properly if he/she could really find truth, peace,
happiness, wisdom and salvation in it." Isn't it wonderful? The beauty of Buddhism. Got a new book today called "The Last Juror" written by John Grisham. Seems to be on the best seller self where ever I went.
"Our aims in publishing this magazine is not to convert others into out faith but to enlighten them to seek peace and happiness and to practise their religion according to their own convictions without resorting to blind faith. We encourage every person to practise his own religion properly if he/she could really find truth, peace,
happiness, wisdom and salvation in it." Isn't it wonderful? The beauty of Buddhism. Got a new book today called "The Last Juror" written by John Grisham. Seems to be on the best seller self where ever I went.
Friday, May 14, 2004
Today is yet another boring day. Nothing exciting seems to be happening lately. Just finished playing RA2 online. I thrashed them! YEAH! Forgot their basics and I simply took advantage of that and defeated them. My rank rose! Haha... Nothing much to write. Life goes on...
Thursday, May 13, 2004
I'm so tired. I guess it must have been those late nights where I stayed up to chat on MSN. Tried to concentrate on learning my poly stuff but it seems nothing is getting in. Spent the whole afternoon playing RA2-Yuri's Revenge online. My goodness... Those people are PRO! I've been playing for what? 4 years? And yet I lost to someone who played for only 3 weeks. Ok.. Let's not forget to include the fact that he admitted he was taught by a very very good player. His clan is now ranked 216 amongst god knows how many clans are there. Hmm.. It seems I left a lasting impression on them for they underestimated me. Gave them a real shock. Haha... Come to think of it, its been 3 months since we broke up and trying hard not to think of her anymore. Well, I have not thought about her for a long time. I'm also starting to accept the fact that she will not come back no matter what I do or how long I wait. I guess, I'm on the road to recovery. For all my friends who have been there for me all these while, THANK YOU!! Life goes on...
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Let's see, went down to SP today to enroll and sign up for cca. After the enrollment, I went to sign up for 2 camps. Haha... After that went to sign up for cca. I sign up for how many? Let's count, its not much, only 8. Haha... There is Buddhist society, Sports adventure, 2 Welfare clubs, Astronomy, Ambassordor/Public relations club, choir and hopefully, I can get into the Student coucil and become a coucil member. Haha.. That adds up to 8 not including the basketball school team that I hopefully will get in too! Haha... Orignial idea was to drop some later but now I want to keep all. Got the LeeHwa ring today. So beautiful..
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
i suddenly remembered when reading my earlier blogs, i going to get my Lee Hwa ring tml!! haha...!!! I can't wait!!!!
Tomorrow's enrollment day, i'm so nervous. *wonders what it'll be like* I hate the feeling when i'm the youngest there. I think its about time i stop waiting for her. Its time i get up and move on.. Easy to say but hard to accomplish. Tried many times in the past to let go but still ended up holding on. Hopefully this time i can just let go once and for all.. Glenda, don't worry, i'm fine. I'll keep the pic to remind me not to let anyone do that to me anymore. So no harm.. Trisha, i'm sure now you would know why i'm upset. Don't worry, i'm fine, just struggling to move on. And Jeff, what are you talking about in my tag board about the time is right and ripe?
Monday, May 10, 2004
Really very upset in fact crying... why did all this happen?? why can't i let go... just why can't i? such a sweet beginning, ended so bitterly... its too painful... i'm just very very tired. all this makes no sense.. why... why...
whao.. blogger just changed its layout! cool! haiz.. so sian.. time passes so slowly. nothing exciting happened today. i'm so bored... trying to crack my brains at what to write.. haha... win le... i think i'll go play game le. haha..
Sunday, May 09, 2004
hai.. so sian.. stuck at home with nothing to do... these few days i somehow don't seem to be able to sleep despite being very tired (i've been playing basketball in the day). i sleep only at 1.30am and wake up at 7 or so the next morning. in the middle of the night will just wake up walk around and then go back to sleep only to wake up in another hour;s time and repeat the same process... i'm not sleep walking... its just suddenly i wake up with nothing to do so walk around b4 going back to sleep. so jeff! which day of 2nd week of june would you prefer?? tisa, you would be free on that week too right?
just got home.. went to an association dinner.. its was so boring... food was ok but not enough. haha... so tired, but want to play game..how? haha... sian.. no one online and its only 12.30am. feel like buying another basketball shirt($57.90). very ex leh... haiz..
Friday, May 07, 2004
Let's see.. Today, stepped into Lee Hwa and bought a guy ring for $138 of the shelve. haha.. There goes my money again. Went back to SRJC today. i was very very very relunctant... But was dragged there by my bros. Went there to play basketball.. Was playing and after the game, i was asked to join a basketball club.
Thursday, May 06, 2004
Goodness.. After last night's 6 large pizzas, i'm now official ANTI-PIZZA! haha... Whoo.. Got my pay today.. Damn! it feels good! haha...
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Oh my god... spent $100++ in one day.. let's see.. $10 on billard, $77 on mother day's gifts, $6 on lunch, $10 on arcade, $21 on medical checkup and $12 on dinner... party just ended.. called pizza and the bill came to $104!! haha... so tired now.. today was raining heavily at orchard so to get across from heeren to orchard building( which is across the road) we took a cab. haha... hai... spend so much... argh!!! PAIN!!! so tired. tml is back to work.
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
helloz! haha.. spent the last two days playing non stop. now so tired... i don't know what to write too... Tml go medical check up. after that going to celebrate birthday for friend. Tang Hoe! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Monday, May 03, 2004
ARGH!!! What the F*@# is wrong with MSN? When i put the busy sign and come back later, the busy sign is not there and then alot of ppl talk to me thinking i'm there... Argh..!!! Guys, i'm sorry.. i was busy and away. Esp tonight.. Sorry guys!
Sunday, May 02, 2004
Haiz... LOst my fav game cd.. WHERE ARE YOU?? i want to cry... think i'm going to spend yet another sleepless night..
Saturday, May 01, 2004
What a GREAT day! Went to watch movie(Dawn of the Dead) & went to the arcade with Vigour1! So fun. Was on a winning streak at Air hockey. The movie was awesome.. Except for a weird guy beside me who failed badly at being hip.