Wednesday, September 29, 2004
What a cold day it was. And a very boring and dull one too... With such a rainy and gloomy day, no wonder everyone's so listless. I hate this kind of days man. Was wearing the wrong attire. Wore the Giodano Dry-Tec and converse shorts when everyone else was wearing longs and jackets. I was freezing in class... *shivers* After class went downt to J8 to shop and after I reached home, first thing I did was off to bed. Haha... So tired... Oh, I finally learnt or bothered to learn how to play 'Tai-di'. Haha... Quite a fun game but basketball's still the best! And course, her... I miss her... *sighs*
Life goes on...
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
So tired... I finally got her number! Haha... So happy right now. Dinner was at Marche at Suntec. Hehe... It was so nice. I had waffle and ice cream and crepe with ice cream for dessert. Hehe... Jealous? Haha... Chill...
Life goes on...
Monday, September 27, 2004
I think today's one of the most rewarding day of my life. I think I've finally found the answer to a question that has been at the back of my mind for a very long time. See, I've never been good at studies nor computer games. And I kept asking myself, what am I good at? What am I for? I think I finally got the answer. I seem to handle human problems and misunderstandings pretty well. I kind of cleared up the misunderstandings and gave others a clearer picture. Let's hope I can continue to live to my purpose in life... Oh! I've finally got her number! Yeah! Haha... SO high now... Oh man... Going nuts!
Life goes on...
I don't know what is wrong with me or what I am doing. I can't seem to get her out of my head. This week, it seems that it is especially bad. As in, like I really can't get her out of my head! I feel like telling her how I feel about her but I'm afraid of what she might reply or worst, what she might do - avoid me. *sighs* I'm so confused as to what to do...
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Today's basketball training was great! Haha... Went back to SRJC and met up with a few of my friends there. Did some catching up and it was back to training. We had like 2 full court matches and had some half court matches. Everyone performed espeacially fern. All 3-point chops. Haha... The opening shot of the day was a skyhook by me. It was at the exact same position as the inter-class basketball competition in SRJC during my first 3 months and like today, it was th opening shot. Both chops. Felt great today, was on rather good form but althought I couldn't dunk, I'm still pretty much statisfied with my performance. Top scorer for the first full court match. Haha... Wore my new pants and shirt today and damn I look good. I rejected quite a few people, certainly did live up to my new shirt which says "Return to Sender". Haha... Happy! But if only she was there to see all these... She'd complete the picture...
Life goes on...
Friday, September 24, 2004
School was very boring today, did the same thing for workshop again... *sighs* But the shopping after that really brightened up my day. I bought a new converse shorts and a nike sleeveless. Went to the dental clinic to get my braces re-strung. Other than that, I can't wait for tml so that I can wear my new stuff and play ball. Haha...
Life goes on...
Thursday, September 23, 2004
I can't believe it! I met her again! This time, I was the only who saw her! She was walking ahead and I grabbed the chance and went up to talk to her. Haha... So happy. Couldn't concentrate for the Etech test after that. I was screaming and shouting like yesterday. Haha... She spoke to me on msn! She said "Hi" first! Ah!!! Played basketball from 4.30 pm to about 8.00 pm. So crazy over her... So tired right now.
Life goes on...
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
What a lucky day it was for me. I still can't believe my luck. Haha... I just finished playing basketball and was doing cross-overs with one arm as I was walking and because of that, I didn't pay attention to the two girls sitting outside the squash court. Suddenly, my friend from behind called me, "Alvin, in front...". I stopped dribbling and looked up and there she was, smiling at me. Haha... I melted on the spot I tell you... I was so stunned all I said to her was, "Hi, hi..." and melted away. Haha... Then after we past her, my friend told me that she was smiling at me and calling my name! But I didn't hear. But happy just as much! Then later during computer programming test, our class were given two seperate types of test paper, one yellow, one white. Alternate people got the white ones. So that the person next to you would be doing a different question and you can't copy. I got the white one which was the easier one and I finished the 1hr 30 mins test in 15 mins, breaking the record. Haha... After that, I rushed back to the squash court. But she was not there. Oh well... Still happy! Haha...
Life goes on...
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Last night didn't blog. I think I forgot to that's why. Haha... Or maybe I was too tired and revising for today's Workshop Practice test. Hmm... Might get full marks again for this one, but then again, I'm not as confident as the first test. So far my grades are AAAB. Damn, if only all As, how nice it would look. What a cold day it was today. Was freezing all the way back home. I want that AND1 jersey and converse shorts! Haha... Going to have to work for it. I'm going to ask her out this friday and I hope she says yes. Please... She is online now, shall go ask. Haha...
Life goes on...
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Family gathering today. My whole family (father's side) came over and we had an international buffet. Amongst the members was my aunt and her family who lives in Australia who came back for the holidays. We took photos, photos and more photos. Haha... What a crazy day. Everyone's so tired. I still can't stop thinking of me dunking. I didn't know jumping requires your pac muscles. Today, my pac muscles were so painfull, laughing was killer. I really miss her... How? *sighs* So many test... Difficult to ask her out too...
Life goes on...
Yoz people out there! You have a dunker in your midst and that's me! Haha... I finally managed to dunk! Man, no words can describe how I'm feeling right now. Its like a dream come true. A very long dream come true. Haha... Now, I'm addicted to the feeling, the dunking feeling. Hehe... Last night was just talking to her about dunking and today, look at me! Haha... So happy now... Lost for words. Most importantly, want to thank all my basketball bros for all the encouragement and advices. Without you guys, I won't be where I am today. Thanks, you guys! Can't wait to get back to school on Monday and dunk there. Wohoo!!!
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Got back last week's Engineering Materials test. Althought the score was good, but I am still very disappointed. I was expecting 95 but scored 88 instead. Comet to think of it, its been 2 weeks since I last played basketball. One of my longest break from the court. Going to meet my best buddy Adriel tomorrow who has just got back from studying in Australia- vacation break. Talking to her now. And so very tired. Spent the whole day studying, the afternoon and night. Now losing to her at checkers like for the first time? Haha... Tomorrow sure die at the basketball court.
Life goes on...
Thursday, September 16, 2004
I have not slept that well since don't know when. Haha... After the two panadols last night, I went to bed at 10 plus I think and woke up at 9 a.m. the next morning. Felt refreshed and wonderful. Going to study throughout the night for tonight. Having a 'break' now to blog and to get some food. Its going to be a long night. Sad, she's not online. *sighs* Wanted to ask her out tomorrow but with so many tests, I guess that will have to wait. Can feel the headache coming. Think what I really need is some panadols. I miss her... Its been a very very very long time since I last saw her. God, help? Hehe... Please let me meet her in campus sometime soon... I'm going nuts!
Life goes on...
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
What a tiring day it was. Missed the whole day's lesson for cca. Today was the Mechanical & Manufacturing day and of cause, my club was the sole organizer. So damn tired now... I slept through the rock band competition and they were playing their songs at the volume of the disco music that they play in pubs. My braces broke today during the buffet dinner. Guess the food was too hard. And at the end of it all, I got a migrane. Great... I'm having a damn bloody short fuse... So tired... So hungry... Bloody migrane... Stressful tests... Broken braces...
Life goes on...
Hey people, just in case you are wondering why this MSN hardcore dude is not online these few days, its because of my upcoming tests next week. Shall not be online till 23/09/04 in order for proper revision and much needed rest.
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
I KNEW I LOVED YOU - Savage Garden
Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
Life goes on...
Monday, September 13, 2004
Crap... So stressed. Tomorrow's going to be a very very busy day. I have a test in the morning. Followed by a visit to the Yakult factory in the noon and after that, I got to rush back to school for club meeting till 10 p.m. Man... This rocks... So tired today that on the train back, I slept drooling. Haha... So embarrassed. Then during C prog test, for one of the data files, I put her name in it as one of the data and of all the people in class, the teacher has to use mine as example to show everyone. Once again, embarrassed. *yawns* Tomorrow's test, very sacared. Everyone's like expecting to top the class again... Stop stressing me! The first time was just lucky k?
Life goes on...
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Sent my sis down for tuition in the morning and spent my afternoon sleeping away at my grandmother's house. This morning, I realised the same thing happened again as it has been since 2~3 weeks ago. I sleep in this position and the next morning, I wake up in the same exact position. You know what's the best part? I sleep on my right side, and the next morning, my right arm's numb from one end to the other. Haha... Really very tired and exhausted this few weeks. Need to sleep early from Monday onwards. Haha... Wanted to go for a tan this afternoon but it rained, so... Ended up sleeping like a pig. Haha...
Life goes on...
What a long day it was. Spent my morning doing CIP then played pool for 2 hours and after that, my friends came to my house to our project. We played monopoly after that. Haha... *yawns* Just completed adding new stuff to my blog. People, don't forget to check out the cool links at the bottom. If you are down and want to find some laughter, I bet they help. (I'm refering to the CS ones.) The chinese music videos are more on the emotional side. Yeah... So tired now. Have to wake up at 7.30 am later. Haha... Remember to see the CS clips! Haha... I can't stop thinking of her... Going mad soon! Ah!!!
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Friday, September 10, 2004
Just got home from the airport, my Australian cousins came to visit us. Haha... Went back to poly today for a rehearsal for the upcoming MM day. What a waste of time it was. Just sat there and slept throughout the whole thing. Got to wake up at like 6.30am tomorrow. Why? Because I have to do CIP. *sighs* I really really like her... Can't get her out of my head...
Life goes on...
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Went back to my secondary sch. I've already done her box. Chose her favourite colour and spent my Thursday morning and afternoon her box. Hehe... So happy after the box was done and that the cover and box fit! I must admit, its still very early - her birthday's like next month? Haha... But already, its almost done. Hehe... I hope she likes it... Its not perfect but I tired my best. In fact, I think its better than my O level's D&T artefact. Haha... After went to play basketball for awhile before having lunch with my bros. The moment I got home, first thing I did was to sleep! From 4 pm to 7.30pm Suddenly chest very pain as in physical pain. Darn... I think its because I'm too tired. Last night didn't get to sleep as early as I wished. Going to sleep now. Very tired... Very exhausted... But very very happy inside.
You've got to see this : http://cartoon.0451.net/flash/showflash.asp?ID=6772
(You don't need to click install for the chinese words, it still can play. Just click cancel.)
Life goes on...
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
What a tiring day. Although I did not do any vigorous stuff but the moment I got home, I was ready for bed. Haha... But I had to study, but now that I've finished, I guess I shall be sleeping very soon. Must have been the late nights spent talking to her. So darn freaking tired... *yawns* Nothing much really happened today. Went to friend's place to play pool and cleared the table twice. Haha... Felt so pro. Guess tonight I won't be able to talk to her... Oh no! Still have to come up with the dimensions for the box and send in the material list. (Oh, if you are wondering why there are two different entries for the same day, check out the time. Haha...) Better get going...
Life goes on...
Was at home the whole day studying for my test next Tuesday. Just heard that Vanessa's mom has been hospitalised. Hey girl, know you might not be able to read this entry but I just want you to know that I'll be praying for your mom and you remember to get some rest too ok? There is a meeting tomorrow, which means, need to go back to SP. *sighs* Ok, let me sort this out, the present in yesterday's entry is not for my mom, is for another her. My crush... Haha... And this is going to be my idea. Don't steal ah! Haha... I'm going to make a plastic box of her favourite colour and in it, I'll fill it with dried flowers and some pebbles at the bottom. Then in the middle will be a box and in this box will be a necklace. So she'll have to 'dig' for the necklace. Haha... That's it! Going to have to pon school to make her present. I hope she likes it... Can't wait to give her and see her expression.
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
What a day I had, spent my afternoon at Woodlands Library doing C.I.P (Community Involvement Project). Was there sorting out the CDs each having its own 12 digit serial number and there was like thousands of them. So at the end of like 3 hours, I was cocked eyed! Then after that when to Raffles Town Club for Japanese Dinner to celebrate my mom's birthday. Her birthday coming soon too. Haha... Cracking my head over a perfect gift for her. Haha... Any suggestions will be welcomed. Haha... Thanks! I can't get her out of my mind. Keep thinking of her non-stop... So crazy over her...
Life goes on...
Monday, September 06, 2004
What a boring Sunday indeed. Spent the whole day at home. Tomorrow going to Woodlands library to do CIP. There goes my Monday... I don't know what else to blog. Its like my day is so dead... *sighs* Talking to her online and it always makes me wonder, is it ever possible between us? Will I ever be good enough for her? I wonder...
Life goes on...
Saturday, September 04, 2004
Nearly puked last night at about 11.30pm. Hahah... Let's see, just got home from basketball-ing the whole day. Haha... My typical Saturday with my brothers. Scolded a lady at the basketball court this morning. I pro right? Basketball court also can scold lady. She was like cutting across the court with her baby in the pram and one of the basketball hit. And she scolded the primary sch kid "Stupid!" and twice! I mean what's up with that? You are at fault for cutting across the court when there is a way round the court. Why put your baby in danger? I stood up and scolded her reminding her there is a walk way round the court and we quarrelled for a while longer and when people on the court started to scold her too, she promptly left. Man... Some adults are just so 'Smart'. I love her so much... Can't get her out of my head. Can't wait to talk to her again or see her for that matter...
Life goes on...
Friday, September 03, 2004
What a Great Night! Haha... Music, dance, food and of course, alcohol. Haha... Oh man, my mom's office rocks. Every once a year, they'll throw a party and there would also be a sure win lucky draw. I had about 15+ glasses I think. I'm not sure, I just drank and drank. I drank wiskey (17%), Barcardi (40%), Absolut Vodka (40%) and Dry Gin (47%). Haha... In case your wondering, the percentages represents the alcoholic content. But my wish didn't come true. I wanted to know how its like to be really really drunk... But... *sighs* Very tired. There's still basketball tomorrow. Oh, don't worry, my dad & mom knows... Haha...
Life goes on...
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Life with braces start now. Haha... Just went to get my braces fixed. Its so painful... *sob*
Life goes on...
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Having fried rice & coffee milk for supper now. Tomorrow going to put braces, no more good food for the week to come. *sighs* No more good food... Got back my Computer Programming test and I'm disappointed with my marks. Scored a mere 85 out of 100. I was expecting 90+. Guess I've got to try harder the next time.
Life goes on...