Monday, January 31, 2005
Oh man... Who ever said poly is stress free has obviously not been studying at all. I am so stressed out. In fact, I've lost weight and gained tons of white hair. I can't even find time to play basketball... Went shopping with WenJun today, kind of de-stressed. Felt much better after that. Maybe I should shop more. Haha... Going to have 2 tests tomorrow, its a killer a one. I know it... *sighs* Chinese New Year in one week's time! Oh boy! Can't wait! New clothes to wear! Haha...
Life goes on...
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Woke up at 9 am and studied till 3 pm. Ended up stressing myself out till I had a headache. Went down to Khatib to play basketball to let it all out. Even my mom was encouraging me to go play... Haha... Showed all the little boys and girls what a dunk is like. Haha... Dunking at Khatib has seem to lost its kick. Hehe... *sighs* Weekend coming to an end already. So fast...
Life goes on...
Saturday, January 29, 2005
So stressed... 3 tests coming up next week and after Chinese New Year, I will be having another 3. This damn bloody well sucks... I've still have not included my presentation. My shooting is so screwed. Its either because I have only played once this entire week and lost touch or its because of my weights training affecting my shooting. Struggling with studies, basketball going down the drain... This is a really rough period man. But I will pull through! Oh and I got my adidas jersey for like only $26 at Queen'sway. Outside selling like $35? Haha... Me want big big biceps! Training hard...
Life goes on...
Thursday, January 27, 2005
I am...
A tortured man with a closet full of skeleton
in a haunted house...
Dare you enter?
A tormented soul with haunted eyes...
A guy with a dark past...
with many secrets kept hidden in a box,
In a closet... In the attic of my heart...
Dare you look?
I exist... in the realm of hushed screams...
and trampled dreams...
that were long ago broken and forgotten...
where a skeleton chokes my essence
and releases the left over traces of my innocence...
A place where demons dismantle my soul
I wonder what it feels like to be whole...
A ghost embraces me...
I exist in the realm of pain and insanity...
Dare you love me?
Life goes on...
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Today's electronic's practical test went well. Was approached by my autocad teacher to consider taking up this A+ diploma course. Not sure whether to take or not to. On one hand, I'd like to have an A+ diploma while on the other I am worried I may not be able to cope. *sighs* Decisions... And worst part is, I only like have another what? 8 hours more to make up my mind and submit my decision. I think I will be going for it... Let's hope I am making the right choice here.
Life goes on...
Monday, January 24, 2005
Why does it always have to be this way... Why... Why... *sighs* Remember what we promised each other before we left secondary school? How we promised to stay in contact and all that? They are not happening... Guys, we are falling apart. 10 year's of friendship just gone like that? I can't let it happen... You all said I've change but the fact is I have not. I've only woken up to reality faster. Friends are not forever. You mock me and tell me that's not true. Look at what is happening! Let's try to at least keep it together... Can we try? Prove me wrong! Come on... Am I the only one feeling like this? Because if it is, then it is really very sad... Because if it is, then everything is pointless...
Life goes on...
Sunday, January 23, 2005
I got a new phone today! The new Samsung E800C. In case you don't know which, its the new sliding model. Hehe... I've been sliding it open and close the whole day. Damn cool phone man... Just realised that I have lots of white hair at the back of my head! NO! *sighs* Going to get mommy to dye it black for me. Back to school tomorrow and 2 more weeks to Chinese New Year! Counting down the days. Haha...
Life goes on...
Ok. Today just sucked right down to the core. I had to forgo my basketball training and go to my uncle's place to do autocad. And worst thing is I was so stressed, I forgot everything. Making fundatmental mistakes everywhere. So humilating, so disappointing... *sighs* Weekend coming to and end soon. This sucks... Can't wait for Chinese New Year to come man... All my new clothes. Hehe...
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Have been training hard in basketball and doing weights faithfully these few days. Suddenly the determination to want to excel on the court and to look good, is back again. Haha... Not sure how long this determination will last. Been practising new stunts and ball control followed by weigth lifting. Mechanics test went better than expected. Was preparing to fail actually. The tutorial was so difficult! This semester I'm sure to die... Bought puffs from the school cafe for my parents today and a box of chocolate for my sister. So unlike me right? Haha... Oh! And I just got another $50 discount voucher at Royal Sporting House. Shall go plan how to fully utilise this voucher now... Hehe...
Life goes on...
Me deep in thought... Which is something very uncommon... Haha...
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Hey people! My blog changes musice each time you visit so visit more often ok? Haha... I love my blog so much! Been exercising and training today. Back to school tomorrow. *sighs* Why does the weekend past so fast?
Life goes on...
Got a new hair cut today. I think so far, this is the best. I look damn handsome right?! Wahaha... Just kidding.. Hehe...
Well, another week is about to end. Time really flies. After Friday's basketball training in SP my entire Saturday is spent resting and restoring my engery. Almost tripped twice at Tan Tock Seng on Friday after my training. Why? Because I was climbing up the escalator and didn't raise my foot high enough. Or rather, didn't have the energy... Finally, all the minor touch ups on my blog are done. Satisfied with my work. It seems, everytime I modify my layout, I learn something new. Haha... Damn proud of myself! Good job, Alvin! Haha...
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Its finally the week end again! So damn happy! I can finally get to play basketball. Hehe... Hopefully, tomorrow I get to see her. Really looking forward to it. Haha... Going to watch And1 dvd now. Get me into basketball mood for tomorrow. Hehe... I'm crazy...
Life goes on...
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
"I lived a life and
dreamed a dream
and loved the life
you lived with me
then in the whisper of a breath
you left, and then
I died a death..."
Such sad, sorrowful words... How many of us has actually gone through that and actually come out unscattered? None... We'd be affected one way or another... But at the end of it all, we come out stronger... Do we? Am I?
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Monday, January 10, 2005
I want to start by thanking my god sis once again. Glenda, Thank You! You rock! Haha... She bought me Eminem's latest special edtion cd "Encore". The songs are fantastic! Went down to Orchard to meet her and had dinner at Yoshinoya. So sorry I forgot to bring your present. Sorry ahz... Heez... Wore my ankle weights today and wore them all the way down to Orchard. Felt damn light when I took it off at home. Wore it like for 9 hours straight? My new aim is to do a 360 degrees dunk in SP. Haha... All you people who don't think I can make it, watch out! I'll prove you wrong... I will...
Life goes on...
Saturday, January 08, 2005
Well, its official I am now a Miami Heat fan, no more Houston Rockets. Haha... I finally dunked in SP! This time its a serious dunk! I am damn proud of myself. I accomplished my target way before the deadline I set for myself. Feeling more confident on the court now. Hopefully, I don't get too cocky. Hehe... Feeling very tired now. This afternoon when to shop with friends... *Yawns* Time for me to sleep. Nitez everyone...
Life goes on...
Friday, January 07, 2005
How's my new layout? Thought after half a year of the same layout, I'd give my blog a new face lift. Haha... Feeling damn proud of it as usual. Most of the stuff aren't there and I spent like 3 hours getting everything in place. Love my blog...
Life goes on...
Monday, January 03, 2005
Just had a one on one talk with my mom. She said that I've become very selfish... Am I? I asked her for examples but she said she couldn't give me examples off hand... I was just telling my other friend last week that I find myself very selfish. But the thing is, I feel it... But I just don't know in what way... Just don't know how to put it in words. I think this is all because of the change in me, a change in my perception of life. I found out that the world is a very selfish and realistic one. That searching for things such as 'Love' is like looking for a needle in the haystack. I learnt to believe that friends are not forever and money can indeed buy happiness... I know this sounds sad, you might feel sorry for me. I don't know, but the this is, this is the world that we live in. This is the way it is... I think that because of my change in perception, I've grown selfish too... I don't know... If anyone is reading this, do drop a comment or two... Am I selfish? If so, in what way? Do let me know please...
Life goes on...