Wednesday, April 30, 2008
So it seems, it just wasn't meant to be. I scored 4 consecutive full marks for my tests but failed to do so for my final exam. IF I had been able to pull it off, not only will I be the only one, I would also have been able to break the stigma of Poly students "not being high academic achievers".
I was so close to doing so. But I failed in the end. However, I took consolation in the fact that I did my best and ended up with the highest score in an exam that resulted in half the class failing.
It'll be another week or so before the course is over and honestly, I'm happy, yet sad. I'm excited about moving on and learning new stuff but at the same time, sad to have to leave this wonderful place and its sir(s) behind.
Come to think of it, I haven't met up with most of you guys in quite some time, right? For those in Uni, all the best for your exams. The rest, if your free, holla at me? Perhaps a get together meal would be nice. :)
Life goes on...
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Will be confined on Friday night and only allowed to go home on Saturday, 0800 hours. Why? Because 6 guys couldn't get back from break on time which resulted in the class being late for a talk.
We're the first in the history of the school to be confined for such a reason.
But its ok. Not like there's anything we can do about it. Forgive and forget. Am trying my best to help the rest of them look on the bright side of it. Like for example, savings on meals, free gym and basketball sessions. Its not so bad if you think of it. Haha...
See ya guys on Saturday.
Life goes on...
Friday, April 18, 2008
On regards to my last post, I'm not looking for a so called "wake up call" or emotional support. Haha... I'm not emo-ing or what but that last post was merely a way of me reminding myself how I was feeling at that point in time of my life.
To those who have expressed their concerns, thank you very much. It still means alot to me. Not to worry, I'm fine. :)
Brought my family down to Brewerkz today for dinner. The food wasn't really fantastic and it was kind of a let down for me. My parents didn't exactly enjoy the food and neither did I. I guess I won't be patronizing them for some time.
On a brighter note, I taught my sis how to play pool over at Brewerkz while waiting for the food to arrive. I must say, there were a couple of shots that I think she executed well with skill and not luck.
That was really a good bonding in my opinion, for us siblings.
Life goes on...
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Lately I'm beginning to feel the need for a companionship. One that is on a consistent basis involving a female. I know I'm beating around the bush but I hate to admit that I'm quite missing being in a relationship.
I know that I've just broke up and will occasionally mop around. But I've developed this yearning for a female companion.
Could it be that this sudden yearning is the result of me finding a way to run away from my past. Or could it be that I've been deprived of female presence in my life?
Just earlier today, I was at the canteen and all of a sudden I was aroused by this smell. It was familiar yet something that I have not smelt for a long time. That was when I realized the smell came from a female staff sergeant. It was the smell of her perfume.
Honestly, I was quite surprised by my reaction. I didn't expect myself to get so worked up or affected by a simple smell. Yet I guess it goes to show my longing for a relationship.
However, I know I'm not ready yet and this is probably just some crazy fling. Till then, there's a long way more for me before I'm ready again.
Life goes on...
Sunday, April 13, 2008
I got a shock. I spent $890+ last month on my credit card of which $150 went to the doctors. Damn damn damn...
I really need to get well and cut down on my spending. Its hurting.
Am so suffering from "Pre-book in syndrome" right now. Argh... An hour left.
Life goes on...
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
Tomorrow will be my first test and surprisingly, I'm not as worked as I usually am on the eve of test/exams days. Perhaps its because its only 30 MCQs but then again, it comes with demerit points if you choose the wrong answer. The atmosphere in there is of a slack one, with most people just fooling around instead of revising. I guess tomorrow shall be judgement day for all.
My health has been pretty bad the past month. Been falling sick very often and taking longer than usual to get well. This time around I'm determined to recover completely before exercising again. To further show that I'm determined to get well, I'm swearing off alcohol for a month. So please dear friends, do not ask me out for drinks. Haha...
Was supposed to club last Saturday and I was so looking forward to it. But damn, I fell ill. Bummer.
Life goes on...
Your call got me thinking about the past again. But its ok, it also reminds me why all the more I should be moving on.
Sunday, April 06, 2008
I'm in the process of recalling my thoughts for the past week so my stories may come in drips and draps. But fret not, I won't bore you guys with everything. I'll just share the more meaningful ones.
Talk about recalling, I remembered Thursday night being one of the most lonely nights. There was nothing much to do and I was just lying in bed. It made me realised that back then in Tekong when there were 12 of us in a room, the room was always full of activities right till the last minute of lights-out.
And it really made me miss my Tekong days. Where I am now, I don't really have friends that I can talk to. No its not because I'm anti-social. Its just that most of my course mates come from JCs and their mentality can be so childish at times. I just don't click.
Maybe I'm aloof? That's what my mom thinks. But I don't think so. Because if I'm spoken to, I smile, reply and sometimes attempt to make it a decent conversation by asking questions rather than just listen.
Funny don't you think? Just a month ago, I was celebrating my departure from Tekong and now here I am reminiscing those crazy days.
Life goes on...
Can't you see? Its better that we both just disappear from each other's lives...
Saturday, April 05, 2008
My computer is finally back! So it seems, the lightning fried my computer's USB hub, the sound card and speakers. Having the first 2 replaced, what's left is just the speakers. Which I'm going to get is the Harmon and Kardon soundsticks 2. Refer to http://ensabathnur2.blogspot.com/2008_01_01_archive.html post 6th of Jan. Haha...
I've been sick these pass weeks. Sore throat, cough, fever, flu. Been seeing doctors all the time. I just hope I can get out of this funk and start my workouts again.
To top it all off, I'm going to swear off all alcohol for the next one month at least.
Life goes on...