Had a mini test this morning today and it was quite ok. I have another test tomorrow but its sort of like a role play kind of test. Some stupid language module.
And today I just found out that I have to hand in my final year project report on Wednesday and damn... It ain't done. *sighs
Oh and today, I actually left class early! Haha... Its truly something that occurs only once in a blue moon. Haha... Met my gf up for lunch and a movie! Haha..
I love you!!
Life goes on...
Wanted to blog yesterday night but was really too tired. I have no idea why but lately, I'm always feeling sleepy all the time. I slept like at 12+ last night and woke up at 10 this morning. That's 10 hours of sleep and I'm already feeling sleepy now. This is so irritating.
Well, I drove down to Bukit Gombak yesterday to pick my gf up from camp and we went to Seoul Garden for lunch. The place was pretty quiet and the food was pretty much the same as it was the last time I went. (The only thing new they had was Coffee Chicken - which I promptly skipped.)
We chatted for quite a bit before heading to Popular where I needed to get some stuff for my mom.
Sent her home after that and did some work after I got home.
Life goes on...
Happy! :)
Life goes on...
I'd like to dedicate this post to Glenda and her boyfriend. Thank you guys for the 2 fabulous bowl of wanton noodles! Haha... The next time lunch on me ok?
Spent the first Sunday of the new year in church with Glenda and her boyfriend. I suppose you could attribute it to the fact that I'm searching for an answer. Then again, its also been a long time since we last saw each other.
Almost crashed my car today on my way home. Was speeding as usual and kinda didn't expect the car in front to brake, and thankfully, I managed to stop in time - a few cm away from the car in front. Haha...
Mom just came into my room awhile ago and for the first time in 3 years, she was actually questioning me about my studies. Asking me stuff like, have I been revising, how many times have I revised through already, how much I have left untouched and how many more weeks I have left.
Honestly, I can't blame her for being worried. I just can't seem to find the mood to study these days.
Life goes on...
SPINNOVEX IS OVER!!!
Finally the dreaded event is a thing of the past. Honestly, I was waiting for this day to come right from the very beginning.
Now I can finally concentrate on other stuff.
Exams is in 3 weeks' time, final year project report deadline is next week and coming Monday, I have a mechanics lab test.
I am so screwed...
Life goes on...
One word - Tired.
I guess, tending to a booth at Spinnovex ain't that easy after all. But one thing for sure, it was certainly boring. Ended up playing solitaire on the laptop most of the time.
Headed down to the gym after my shift. And only then did I realise how tired I really was. I couldn't even lift my usual weights in the gym. I guess I should have saw it coming. Ended up doing very light weights and left the gym after training for barely an hour.
Quicly took a bathe and rushed home to sleep. Slept all the way till dinner time and woke up with an aching body. My age is really catching up with me. Haa...
Then again, no one said it was going to be easy. Gambatte!
Life goes on...
Today begins the first day of Spinnovex. I suppose I could say I was actually excited about it. But sadly, boredom began to set in with every passing hour. Which really makes me wonder how in the world am I going to survive the next few days.
Seeing my exhibit makes me proud nonetheless, but comparing it with others makes me feel like crap. Honestly, in terms of innovation and creativity, our project lacks way behind. Yet the consolation we can seek is that, our project is more of a practical problem solving solution rather than that of creative innovation.
Been talking to a few close friends of mine lately and they really touched me. In a sense, they don't feel neglected (or if they do, they've simply been insisting otherwise) but instead encourage me and push me along. Some of them I've not spoken to for a couple of months but yet still stand by me through everything.
Projects, exams and reports deadlines are all looming. And the stress only increases. Sadly, my motivation to study has seem to have died. I haven't really been studying lately and I don't feel like it either.
Guys, if you need help this sem, I'm sorry... Your on your own.
Life goes on...
Why do we try so hard in life? What is it that drives us? Why don't we just give up in the face of adversity. Wouldn't that make our life much simplier and easier?
But we won't. Because we know that we wont be able to live with it.
Then what is it that you fight for?
Is it all that glithers and shines that matters most to you? Or is there someone who means the world to you that makes you who you are?
Are you willing to fight for what you believe in? Or are you just going to listen to everyone else and give in?
Sure, call me stubborn, shallow, immature what ever. But its what I believe in. Its WHO I believe in. I believe... And I'm going to fight till the very end.
Its that passion, that burning desire.. The love...
Life goes on...
First of all, I'd like to wish everyone a Happy New Year. May your hopes and dreams come true for you.
This year's new year eve celebrations wasnt that bad. Brought my friends down to my country club for dinner and some drinks. In between we bowled and played pool a little. It was pretty fun, just that I had to drink fruit punch at the damn bar while everyone had their own drink. So then, the count down. Well, not really, we actually just looked at our watch and went, "Hey its 12. Happy new year." Haha...
The guys came over to crash. Was pretty fun. Didnt really sleep much at all last night. And somehow, I dont feel like sleeping now either. I'm going to loose alot of weight for sure. But who cares...
Life goes on...
I know its hard. But hell, I'm not giving up - I'm not gg to run away or dissappear. I'm going to stand by ur beside n help you walk thru this in any way I can no matter no long it takes. I'll wait...