Friday, March 28, 2008
Talk about bad luck, my home TV antenna just got struck by lightning. As a result, all my TVs are spoilt, my coms are both down. So there's nothing much I can do at home right now. Am at a friend's place. So this will probably be the only post that I can put up until my coms are repaired.
Airforce school's been a real fun so far. Nothing tiring or physically exhausting yet. Alot of breaks and sleeping time.
Today marks the first time that I've publicly acknowledged God's existence.
Life goes on...
Sunday, March 23, 2008
I spent some time earlier going through a magazine that Flo gave me for my birthday. I must say, its not exactly the kind of gift one would expect for a birthday gift. But in any gift, its the thought that counts. So it really doesn't matter to me if its a magazine.
What was so special about this magazine (other than the fact that it's my birthday present) is that it talks about relationships and choosing the right partner.
So I started reading till I came across this section - The Eight Types Of Relationships That Won't Work. As I read and compared to my previous relationship, I found out that my last relationship fell into 3 out of the 8 types. Damn... Haha...
That's why I say, emotions cloud your judgment. Only after I'm out do I see the mistake and flaws that were so obvious yet made blind due to my own stubbornness.
I'm 21. When will I act, behave and think like a 21 year old man? This childishness in me has definitely got to go.
Life goes on...
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
I finally got to hit the gym after passing out from BMT. Enjoyed that couple of hours in the gym although my strength and weight had significantly decreased. That comes as no surprise considering my strict diet and training has become non-existence.
Spent the rest of the afternoon just chilling in my room and taking a nap. I seem to have developed a need for an afternoon nap. Could be my body's way of adjusting to the recent late nights after sleeping at 2230 very night for the past 7 weeks.
Dinner was spent with Glenda at Nihon, Inland Revenue House. It was good seeing her, especially after such a long time. Just like old times, it was just us, brother & sister. Did alot of catching up. It just feels so great every time we meet up.
Here's some pictures,
Us, Brother & Sister
Cheers! - SakeIts been 5 years sister, we've come a long way. And the best part? Its only gonna get longer. =)
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Just returned from a family vacation in Malaysia. Visited both Malacca and Kluang this time around. The place's are generally the same - considering my last visit there was just 3 months ago. But the shopping is always great, largely due to the conversion rate. Haha...
And guess what? I finally found a pair of aviators that suit me. Not to mention its from Levi's. Haha... On top of that, I got myself a Mickey Mouse shirt too. The design's pretty good and I like the cutting, so why not? After all, "You are only young once". Managed to get a Play Station II game that I've been looking for, for quite some time.
So I guess this trip, fulfilled most of my wishes. And of cause, the wish that I most looked forward to was to meet up with Flo. Thou it was quite a short meet up, it was still a great one. Haha... Ah, too bad we forgot to take some pictures. No worries, there's always a second time.
Here's some pictures I took of the stuff I bought,
Levi's Aviators
Mickey Mouse Shirt
Guess what, this evening marks the second time someone has asked why do I suddenly seem so much happier. Haha... Its great, now that I'm finally free again.
Life goes on...
Life goes on...
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
On a brighter note,
Viper Coy Best
Life goes on...
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
So I ended my relationship with her the way she did the last time. No, its not because I wanted revenge. But seeing the way we both are, I felt that it is the best way to part. To simply put it - disappear from each others' life.
You guys must be thinking, what would have triggered such an immense change in me.
Alot of reasons of which I'll list some:
- Speaking to my NS friends, it made me wiser to the fact that I'm simply wasting my time and love.
- No matter how much I try, my feelings are hardly ever reciprocated.
*Calls her handphone on my book out day. No answer*
*Sms-es me*
" You called?"
" Yea, wanted to talk to ya"
" Hmmm.. What's happening to you?"
" Missing someone badly."
*No reply*
This ain't the first time. Moving on now...
- My 21st birthday. You either couldn't remember my birthday or you simply couldn't be bothered to send me a simple sms. Its ok thou, I've got my friends. They remembered.
- We meet once every few weeks. How's that for a relationship?
- You post those pictures of you leaning on other guys, barely wearing anything on the internet. Ever spared a thought for my feelings? I guess not.
Well, enough is enough.
Thank you for your goodbye post (http://enchevetrement.blogspot.com/2008/03/going-back-to-get-away-after-everything.html)
Thank you too for the memories. And yes, I've moved on without a tinge of reminisence because you've shut me off for so long, the distance us has grown beyond the point of savage. More importantly, I'm tired. I'd like to move on.
Remember the post that I've posted about deleting all your contacts? Thank God I did, because I was so tempted to contact you after reading your blog.
And to think, a few days after deleting all your contacts and "moving on". My buddy in camp actually came up to me and said,
"Alvin, you look happier. Much lighter. Your smiling more. What happened?"
"I'm single."
Life goes on...
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Went to see a doc on Friday night for my cough and sore throat. Was suppose to go drinking but had to postpone it to Saturday instead.
Come Saturday night, had dinner with my family at a Chinese restaurant to celebrate my belated 21st birthday. All the food ordered were my favorite and they were very well prepared.
After that was "Part 2". Haha...
Met up with my pals at Boat Quay for some drinks. We went to a new pub that night. One that was opened by a distant relative of mine. So we had happy hour drinks all through the night. Quite a small place but I would definitely go back again. The happy hour rate saves me alot of money.
So we drank and drank till 2 am. We drank more than we did the last round and one of my pals, on the excuse of "I'm going out to get some food" actually ran home. Haha... When it was time to go home, I could barely walk in a straight line, was quite high.
By the time I got home, my damn throat felt like it was on fire. And the cough started acting up again. But thankfully by today it subsided.
Tuesday night will be round 2.
Life goes on...
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Her mom sms-ed me one Thursday night while I was in camp. Here's what she sent,
"I'm Andrea's mum. Please bring her home before midnight. Appreciate your understanding. Its not easy to be a mom."
My reply was simple. I simply told her that I was in camp and that there was no way I could have brought her daughter out. She replied, saying that she's made a mistake by sending it to
I believe either Andrea's been using my name to hang out with her pals or her mom truly made a mistake. Either way, I no longer care.
Life goes on...
I've spent almost 7 weeks in Tekong and honestly, I can't believe its finally coming to an end. I'll be passing out on the 11th of March - Tuesday. It feels unreal thou, like as if it was just yesterday that I've enlisted.
No doubt my training wasn't as tough as what most guys go through, I believe there was still alot of things for me to learn. Not to mention doing things I've never done in my life before. The most significant of which is - the washing of a public toilet. Its really no fun but its definitely a defining/humbling moment in my life.
Thou its been only 7 weeks, my life has in more ways than one been changed/shaped. Some are good, some are bad. I won't elaborate on the bad. As for the good aspects, I've learnt more self control especially in terms of temper and patience. There's still a long way to go but its definitely shorter than it was before.
To cut the whole damn thing short. I've truly enjoyed my stint in Tekong.
Life goes on...
No doubt my training wasn't as tough as what most guys go through, I believe there was still alot of things for me to learn. Not to mention doing things I've never done in my life before. The most significant of which is - the washing of a public toilet. Its really no fun but its definitely a defining/humbling moment in my life.
Thou its been only 7 weeks, my life has in more ways than one been changed/shaped. Some are good, some are bad. I won't elaborate on the bad. As for the good aspects, I've learnt more self control especially in terms of temper and patience. There's still a long way to go but its definitely shorter than it was before.
To cut the whole damn thing short. I've truly enjoyed my stint in Tekong.
Life goes on...
Monday, March 03, 2008
Happy 21st Birthday to myself.
Many thanks to all of you guys who have sent me your well wishes. It meant alot.
Thank you!
Life goes on...
This marks a new beginning...