Thursday, August 30, 2007
Having a company party this friday and because of it, I haven't stepped into my gym at all this week. Am considering to give myself a week's break. Am kinda getting very tired and not to mention hurting.
Knees are aching real bad.
Left ankle seems to have been hurt after practising kicks yesterday in class.
Left shoulder is in pain cause of the dislocation.
Above all else, I just hope I don't loose any weight.
Zzz...
Life goes on...
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
My grandma just took a fall. Its nothing serious, hopefully. But looking at her frail body lying on the bed just breaks my heart.
EDIT:
Brought my grandma to the hospital for X-rays in the afternoon. Results were good, there was nothing wrong with her. Thank God...
However, my day took a turn for the worse when I dislocated my shoulder in my Muay Thai class. Fuck.
Life goes on...
Monday, August 27, 2007
Believe it or not, Alvin bought a soft toy for his sister.
The world is coming to an end.
Life goes on...
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I've just gotten my first taste of Muay Thai and I must say, I am truly enjoying it. Had my first lesson yesterday and it was pretty fun I must admit.
First up was warm ups and stamina training, then it was shadow boxing and lastly, punching bag training.
Had trouble with the skipping cause, the last time I skipped was in K2? At least I wasn't the only one with problems. Haha...
At the end of the punching bag session I was just pushing the bag instead of punching. The darn bag is so freaking heavy and the trainer's just blowing his whistle expecting us to keep up. Zzz...
One thing thou, the in house gloves are terrible. Its all wet inside from you know what. And honestly I'm now thinking of getting my own. But they cost like 90 bucks! *Sighs
Don't remind me, I'm broke.
So looking forward to next wednesday!
Life goes on...
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets
I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
Life goes on...
Monday, August 20, 2007
Damn man, I hate being so darn broke. Can you believe it, I will have absolutely no savings this month at all? And if I don't keep track of my spending I may spend the last week of this month eating on just bread and water.
Here's the worst part, as usual, I have dinner with my Mom at PS. Then after that she goes for her organ lesson at Yamaha while I shop to kill time.
That's when I made a mistake of stepping into ESpirit. Then another mistake of asking the sales person for size to try on. And the last most horrible mistake - buying it. Zzz...
That deadly polo top.My wallet's crying.
I just can't wait for September to come. Hurry!
Life goes on...
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Talk about not paying for being nice. Here I am trying to train my sister so that she can be better at volleyball (she's in the school team by the way. And yes I'm proud of her. Haha...) and she spoilt my pull-up bar!
I have a pull-up bar which is attached to my door frame through friction/tight fit. And I when I told her I'd support her when she pulls, she started laughing like nobody's business and in her moment of laughter, she brought my bar down.
I weigh twice her weight and the bar works perfectly fine for me. Now the worst part is, the bar can't be fixed at my door frame anymore. For some reason it just wont stay up there.
Haiz... You know normally I would blast her and stuff? This time, surprisingly I didn't. Haha... Shocked? I know I am.
Guess I'm really changing. Haha...
Life goes on...
Monday, August 13, 2007
Haven't had quite this much fun in ages. Dinner with Glenda and pals was really something I enjoyed. Clare really is just so darn humorous and of course, there's no denying him and lyd are simply such an item. Haha... Kinda makes one jealous.
I had the chance of being the 'girl' for the night. And I must say my 'man' wasn't up to my standard. But still, it was a good effort. Haha...
Nevertheless, the search for a better 'man' continues. LOL
Life goes on...
Thursday, August 09, 2007
"Though painful, it's just so easy to fall apart and break into pieces. Several parts going to work every morning; several parts wallowing in the bed; 2 pieces having attempted suicide - jumped through the kitchen window - lying on the ground and refusing to move; 8 pieces roaming the streets in all directions; 3 pieces crying in the bathroom - one on the sink, one in the shower cubicle, one in the toiletbowl waiting to be flushed away.
The agony to be torn apart. Like a thousand grievous wounds and not a single hope to close the gap and heal again. I bled everywhere.
"Why, why live broken when I can be whole! I am meant to be one and not many in our separate ways!" I exclaimed one day. "I feel so lonely!"
And so, I am starting to pick up the pieces of myself. Looking for the bits of me that I've lost along the last few days. The process is slow. And I despair - if I can really, fully recover everything. But it keeps me occupied. To save my mind from the cacophony of useless thoughts.
I mean to think only one thought. And I mean to be only one.
And I want and will take care of myself."
Packing up, clearing the mess, I'm moving on. Let the past stay in the past. Embrace what lies ahead. It certainly seems brighter that way. *smiles
Life goes on...
Packing up, clearing the mess, I'm moving on. Let the past stay in the past. Embrace what lies ahead. It certainly seems brighter that way. *smiles
Life goes on...
Thursday, August 02, 2007
The American society is going down the drain and here's why;
Obama Vows to Hunt Down Terrorists
Associated Press | August 01, 2007
By Nedra Pickler
Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama said Wednesday that he would send troops into Pakistan to hunt down terrorists even without local permission if warranted - an attempt to show strength when his chief rival has described his foreign policy skills as naive.
http://www.barackobama.com/2007/08/0...own_terror.php
In the past, would-be-presidents would pledge to improve the lives of their people. Nowadays, all they want is to send their sons to war.
I suddenly miss the Bill Clinton era.
Life goes on...
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Lately, it seems people whom I've come across have been asking me the same old question. What is love? Truth to be told, I don't know and I myself am trying to find out an answer.
But I guess I've come to a conclusion that I feel, would satisfy most. And that is, to see the one you love truly, sincerely, honestly happy. I mean if you think about it, the things you do, the things you say, all comes down to one single purpose - the essence, to make the one you love happy.
To see the one the you love truly happy, would inevitably make you feel happy too. And I think that is one of the greatest emotion that God has ever created. To see the one you love, Smile.
On a side note, I was driving home after gym and this girl was on air. She was telling the DJ how stressed she is with her oral coming up. And upon further probing the DJ came to realise that the girl is actually the top student in the cohort.
Yet no matter what the girl said, the DJ just simply failed to see how stressful that can be. The DJ's reply was, "Your the top so no worries.", "You can do it", etc etc.
This clearly highlights a point in life that some just don't comprehend. When you are at the top, there's only one way to go, and that is down.
Here's the thing about falling. Its normal to fall. But to fall when your at the top, its going to hurt the most. Cause you fall further and you land harder. And that's what makes being at the top, that much stressful.
No one likes to fall.
Yet on the other side, if your at the bottom, there's only one way. And that is up. Some fall once too often and simply give up trying to climb up just to fall again. But I guess the only consolation in being in the bottom is that it can't get any worst.
Like they say, always look on the bright side. Haha...
No idea how I've came up with that crap but for those of you who actually read till this line. Thank you for taking the effort.
Life goes on...
I love you and all I've ever and will want, is to see you smile...