Thursday, February 22, 2007
Lately, I've not really been myself... As much as I try not to show it, I guess its quite obvious to those who know me well enough.
For the pass one week, I haven't slept alot. I can't seem to sleep early and neither can I seem to sleep pass 8. The worst part is, waking up in the middle of the night usually around 3 and staying up until 4 plus before going back to sleep.
Then during the day, I'm so darn tired... But when it comes to the night, I become wide awake and easily agitated.
This lack of sleep is really starting to irritate me. I'm becoming more and more short tempered and impatient. Not to mention the near accidents I have in the past week. Been shouting alot around the house and just can't seem to get rid of the 'black face'.
Damn it.
Life goes on...
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Been busy the whole day spring cleaning and finally I get a chance to sit in front of my com and chill. Haha... I need to start doing housework more, am getting very lazy around the house.
Had a chalet from the 14th - 16th and damn it was fun. It was more like a secondary school gathering for us just before the New Year. If there's one thing I've realized, never have 2 BBQ sessions in a row. By the second night, everyone was sick not only of the food but even the smell.
Hopefully, everyone enjoyed it as much as I did. Haha...
Happy Chinese New Year in advance!
Life goes on...
Monday, February 12, 2007
What a day to start off my holidays... Wasted my whole day in front of the darn com playing CS and re-reading my old books. I seriously need to get a life...
Life goes on...
Saturday, February 10, 2007
My last paper was pretty much a breeze. Not that I am smart or talented in anyways, but the fact is that it was relatively easy by any standards. Then again a management paper with only a 35% weightage wouldn't exactly cause anyone to loose even the slightest of their composure.
So I guess with that said, my days as a Poly undergrad has in a way come to an end. It feels so surreal. And the feeling the moment I stepped out of the exam hall was no different then the feeling I had when I step into school every other day.
Cheers of joy and relieve echoed down the hallway as would-be graduates left the school for the last and final time. Words of "Graduate!" and shouts of "Yays!" couldn't be any louder and appropriate.
As much as everyone was happy, it was only obvious that deep down inside a part of their heart ached. Having been from strangers, to friends, to brothers it wasn't easy to say good bye. And everyone joked about when they would see each other again, hoping for an answer that would be too distant into the future.
Come to think of it, I guess it means no more CS at Clementi for me, no more messing around with the lady at the photocopy shop, no more driving out for lunch and coming back for lectures.
Just a thought, wouldn't it be appropriate to play the song Graduation by Vitamin C just about now? Then again... The word "Cliche" springs into my mind.
Now it seems, everyone has a new agenda in their minds. And not surprisingly, it basically revolves around the same thing - preparations for national service. So I guess that means we'll relinquish our trusted pen whom we held on for our past 20 years of existence for a new and much deadlier ally - the rifle.
Well, I guess this post would more or less conclude my poly career and hopefully the next time I talk about Poly again would be about my results. Haha...
To all you poly peeps out there, many thanks and much appreciation for what you guys have done for me and put up with. Haha...
Life goes on...
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Days have been passing extremely slow lately. How I wish time would just speed up and we can all get done and over with the damn papers. *sighs*
I'm so bored at home these few days. No one to go out with and nothing to do at home - except for the occasional periods I spend revising. Other than that its just CS, CS and more CS.
I just realized how some people can really hide their true self so darn well. There's this girl whom out of the blue appeared in my life. It was a surprise actually. So we kinda got together as friends. We chatted very often and stuff. Share our problems and everything.
Until one day she realized that I wouldn't be able to give her what she wanted. Then her attitude took at 180 degree turn. (Guys.. If you are reading this. Get those f up-ed ideas outta ur heads.) Kinda like as if we were strangers.
I mean like is there anything wrong with just keeping things as friends? I tried to maintain the friendship but hell I give up. If that's the way she really is, I have no interest anymore.
And to think I actually thought she was a true friend. Life can really be a bitch at times.
Life goes on...
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Time to dust off some of the dirt of this blog...
I'll start things of by saying that DSTA has contacted me about my scholarship application! Haha... They've emailed me requesting for my Poly and O level results. I hope the next time I hear from them again would be about my interview. Haha...
Went down today to NUS to subtmit my application and if you thought Poly was big, you ain't seen nothing yet. It would be a miracle for me not to be late for classes if I get in. Got to wait till May before my application results will be out.
My exams has been pretty good so far. 3 more papers to go and I'm free! I can almost smell it. In fact, I'm more or less in a holiday mood. Haha... There's nothing much left for me to study for the next 3 papers and I'm just killing my time by playing CS online. Haha...
Life goes on...
Do you know how much I miss you everytime your gone?