Monday, March 28, 2005
Fallen angels never forget the scorn they have endured,
for even after days, months,
years and centuries they still feel the pain
And the hatred for those who have wronged them...
Life goes on...
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Well, the long awaited Saturday finally arrived. Played basketball at PPCC after like a 2 weeks break. Was like so lost on the court. For once in my life, I felt so sick about basketball. Could this be the start of the end? Played awhile and soon the rain came. Had lunch with them and came home after that. Slept till like 5.30 pm... Woke up and started to revise. Exams in one week's time.*Yawns* Sleepy... By the way, who is "-:" on my tagboard?
Life goes on...
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Its been a long time since I blogged. Guess I had no mood to do so... Am forcing myself to write this entry. Exams are coming, stress is amounting. And no outlet other than music... I must admit the music that I listen to may not be the perfect choice but its the only one that can get me the "kick", give me the ability to loose myself in it. So what if its metal and its satanic? And if my msn pictures are getting more and more gruesome lately don't mind me. I just like it... *shrugs* All it takes is one slit and everything ends.. As simple as that... Don't you think so? Life's so fragile. It can just end anytime...
Life goes on...
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Oh my god... She lied, she really did... I'm feeling like a fucking idiot... A bloody fool... Taking a liar as a friend, a close friend. You think by lying to me you are protecting me? By lying to me you are not hurting me? I rather be told the truth, get over it and remain as friends. But you chose to lie and I found out. You know how much it hurts me? Especially the fact that you are my closest friend. If it was anyone else, I wouldn't give a fuck. But of all people, you! I can't believe it... I guess this "friendship" is over. May all fucking liars burn in hell...
Life goes on...
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Chatted on a phone with a friend till 2 plus last night. Somehow, I don't know whether is she a friend or just another liar... I've been decieved so many times that now, I don't know who to trust any more. Has she been lying to me all this while or did I misunderstand? I don't know... I'm so confused, so saddened... Of all people, it has to be her... The one I trusted most... WHY IS THAT MY CLOSE FRIENDS ARE ALWAYS THOSE WHO LIE AND DECEIVE ME?! WHY!!! Someone help me... I am so lost... I feel so betrayed... One after another, they lied... THEY LIED!!! ALL LIES!!! Is it me? Is it me?!! Just what is happening to me... Have I become that cynical? Lies... Deceit... Deception... They befall upon me leaving me with no room to breathe...
Life goes on...
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Today marks the third day without logging on to MSN. Somehow, MSN has kind of become a habit and I'm trying to kick it and at the same time, use the time to revise. Only 2 more weeks to the exams and the last few chapters in most subjects aren't easy to understand. I'm really having difficulty keeping up. Don't know how in the world will I be able to do well... Let's hope that in the next 2 weeks i will clear up all my doubts and instil my confidence once again. Been feeling very tired lately, guess its got to do with the lack of sleep and the stress. Guess, I'll just have to bare with it...
Life goes on...
Sunday, March 13, 2005
I want a dog! Haha... Suddenly I've got this feeling to want to keep a pet. I hope its not a fad or something. We'll see how it goes. But most probably Dad won't allow. Back to poly tomorrow. Exams in 2 weeks time! Don't think I'll be online anymore till the exams are over. So don't miss me k? Haha...
Life goes on...
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Oh man... I can't believe it... Went to Khatib to play ball. Was attempting an alley dunk and my palm got cut by the rim again! Now, not only is my palm suffering from last week's injury, its suffering from bloody cuts too! Left blood stains on the court. Worst part is, its my right palm. *sighs* This sucks. No more basketball or weight training for at least a week. But never mind, the pain feels good anyways. Its been a while since I felt such pain...
Life goes on...
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
I'm so sick of having to do my IDEA project. Been staying in school from 8 to 5 since Monday. Past khatib today and I saw lots of people playing basketball. I couldn't help it, I just had to play, to let it all out. Its either training with weights has messed up my "feeling", I somehow am just not playing right. Saw this girl in a No.6 jersey playing basketball. She is so pretty and tall too. Wanted to ask her number. But she was with one huge group of girls and it was kind of embarrassing. Haha... Had the feeling to want to "fly" kept dunking and dunking. Now my right palm hurts. Did a 2 handed dunk and hung on the rim... Haha... Hope I get to see No.6 again. Hehe... Tired... Damn tired... Going to sleep...
Life goes on...
Sunday, March 06, 2005
St' Andrew's!!!
Me back where i was on my first day of primary sch waiting for assembly to start...
May our wishes come true!
ME! Cutting e cake!
The mango ice cream cake
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Went down to Potong Pasir C.C. this morning to play basketball with my pals. After that, we visited our primary school. Our primay school building has been through the WWII you know that? Haha... Back one decade to where it all started... My first day in primary school. The feeling, no words can describe... It felt so long ago... We parted after touring the sch and they came over after that to celebrate me and another one of my friend's birthday. We had KFC & Pizza Hut deliveries for dinner. After that we watched White Noise in the basement with all the lights off. Haha... Its not a scary movie actually. After the movie, we brought out the cake. Swensen's ice-cream mango cake. It is fatastic man... We both made our wishes... And I hope my comes true... *prays* Will upload the pics later...
Life goes on...
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Its my birthday today! I'm 18! ARGH!!! So old... Just got home from dinner with Glenda and her would-be-bf. Haha... Dinner was swensen's, which was on her. Thank you! Haha... He comes across as someone very easy going, rather humarous and a little on the shy side. Was shocked this morning when I got a sms from my mother, it read "Happy Birthday son, Love Mom & Dad". I was dumbfounded, shocked! Haha... So tired but very happy! Thank you guys for making my 18th birthday so memoriable! Love ya all!
Life goes on...