Thursday, April 30, 2009
I'm at the point whereby my will is no longer strong enough to power my physical body.
The pain, the aches, its terrible... Imagine not being able to stand up straight after squatting down to give your pet cat a pat on its head.
I'm at my limit. And honestly, I find that its awefully pathetic.
Life goes on...
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Since the departure of my maid, I've taken over some of the daily house hold chores at home. So far what I've done includes,
1. Laundry
2. Ironing
3. Cooking
4. Vacuuming
5. Washing of dishes
6. Washing of stove
What I intend to do over the next two days,
7. Mopping of floor
8. Washing of car
As a result of which, I have sacrificed my gym hours as well as my "alone-in-my-room" hours. On the bright side, having a stubborn nature does help when it comes to chores. Stubbornness will transcend to alot of stuff such as, "I-don't-believe-I-can't-remove-this-stain". And in the end, the stain disappears.
Perhaps I can be considered a highly eligible bachelor? Or maybe all those clothes and dish wishing has made my skin thick. Haha...
Life goes on...
Friday, April 17, 2009
Work started at 5.30 am today and as a result, I had to get up at 4.15 am. The good thing was, since work started early, it ended early as well. Reached home at around 1.30 pm, had my lunch, rested and met up with the guys for a game of basketball.
Then that was when it happened. My shoulder dislocated. I was so angry at myself. I jeopardized my gym routine, put my shoulder into that painful process again just for that hour of 'fun'.
You know what was the worst part? I've lost my passion for basketball a long time ago. The only reason I played was because of the guys. No I'm not blaming the guys for my injury. I blame myself, for not being mentally strong enough to say no, for not being able to think and rationalize the consequences.
For that I have only myself to blame and perhaps that's why I'm so angry. Therefore, I swear I'll never ever touch a basketball every again.
Never ever.
Life goes on...
Thursday, April 16, 2009
EnSabathNur is quite unhappy and disappointed with the way he is right now. He feels that there is certainly lots of room for improvement.
How strong is his will to change for the better? Will he succeed?
We'll see how he goes from here onwards.
Life goes on...
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Helping a friend to advertise,
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Ladies who love blog shopping, do check it out ok?
Life goes on...
Friday, April 03, 2009
Just before going to bed last night, I went to rinse my mouth with the mouth wash that was dispensed to me by the pharmacist. Who would have thought that it would hurt so bad that I ended up having to take another dose of painkiller.
So as of today, I've taken 2 doses of panadol to ease the pain both yesterday. Haven't touched them today and doubt I would for the rest of my mc.
Managed to eat steam egg and the rest was basically liquid diet. The gum seems to bleed more when I eating. Haha... As a result, everything tastes like iron.
Life goes on...
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Finally, the day I've dreaded is round the corner. Just a few more hours left before I go under the knife to remove all 4 wisdom tooth.
I'm so not looking forward to it. Am going to will myself away from the painkillers and will try my best.
Hope I don't loose weight. That's all I ask for.
Life goes on...