Monday, January 30, 2006
Shaved for the first time in my life after the renuion dinner. It felt rather fun but I rather not have to shave - its so troublesome!
The first day of the New Year like every other day, passed by in a daze. Nothing new or exciting. Just like every other year.
Here I am at home on the second day studying for my upcoming exams.
This more or less sums it up so far...
Oh, Happy New Year to everyone out there...
Life goes on...
Friday, January 27, 2006
Hardly spoke to her at all today. She slept through most of class and then we went our own seperate ways after that. It felt weird... I guess I'm still not used to life without her. Didn't know where to go or what to do after my dental appointment. Ended up at Khatib watching some small kids playing basketball. Did play for awhile too.
The Chinese New Year is round the corner. But other than the new clothes I'm kind of not looking forward to it? Don't know... Just feeling so sick and restless at the thought of the New Year. Maybe its because, its going to be a new year without her... *sighs*
I gotta let go...
Life goes on...
Monday, January 23, 2006
Had my math test today and I think I got killed by the paper. It was so difficult... I think I may fail the paper.
The basketball competition today went well. We won 2 out of 3. Almost lost the last match till I shot our way back to victory. Just didn't to loose. Wanted to win for her. To show her what I am capable of. But of all the people there cheering, she wasn't one of them.
She said she would be there... But she left... With him...
I dislocated my arm in the match too. Not sure if I can play in the finals on Wednesday. I hope I can... I want to win...
Life goes on...
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Its been so long... 2 and a half weeks since the break up. And it felt like only 2 and a half hours to me. Why do I still have feelings for her? Trying my best to let go but nothing seems to be working. Dreamt of her last night again. Having a math test and basketball competition tomorrow. Hopefully both will turn out well...
Life goes on...
Monday, January 16, 2006
Been in the mood for studying today. Actually managed to study the day and night away. Haven't really been able to do that. Hopefully this sudden hype of interest in books stays.
Weighted myself today and still have not gained back what I've lost over that period. *Sighs*
Life goes on...
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Just got back like an hour ago... Am feeling very tired but don't feel like sleeping though.
Played basketball in the morning till 4 plus and reached home at about 5.
Bathed and immediately left the house again to meet my parents for dinner and some shopping.
Had supper at about 12am at Ang Mo Kio.
Here I am now blogging this.
Met her at Orchard yesterday. And I couldn't believe what she said... How could you even say that?
Life goes on...
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Hmmz... Had a long day today, met up with my JC classmates after sch at 6pm at City Hall. It was so great to be able to see them again. 2 years have passed so fast. Jeff had a tad too much to drink I suppose. He was a little high. Haha... Norman as usual, the crazy one. Making everyone laugh their ass off. Miko was rather quiet. I guess he must be very tired. It was written across his face. And Trisha still looks the same, but more lady like. Haha... That's great girl, keep it up! Lol... Went to U2 today and saw the jacket I was comtemplating to buy for very long. It used to be going for $89.90 but today, it was going at $39 today! I bought it of course. Haha...
Life goes on...
Sunday, January 08, 2006
How should I start this post... There are so many things that I want to say and I don't know where or how to start.
I'll just start with her. It seems that she is so much happier right now, with the other guy. I am glad for her, but at the same time, I feel hurt and pain. However, the pain seems to be dwindling day by day.
In fact, I've finally stopped dreaming about her. Ever since we broke up, I've been dreaming about her every single nite. Only to wake up crying in the morning. I guess, you guys must be thinking that I am such a loser right? I think I am anyway...
When we were still together, she'd sit beside me in class and listen to what the lecturer was teaching. However, with the other guy, she just sits at the back and waste the hours away. I hope she makes the right decision. Not that I am saying I am right. But certainly what she is doing now is wrong.
It seems she has neglected her friends just as much too. I've heard from them that she has changed. She doesn't reply sms anymore (or so they claim) and she seems to have no limits. These are the very friends whom stood by her since Year 1. I don't know if she knows all these... But I doubt she does...
And just what is the other guy doing? Is he trying to break another couple up? Or is it just a misunderstanding? How can he say such a thing to a girl? I don't know and I don't want to say anything.
People may think I am trying to say things behind his back to get back at him. Only time will tell...
Decided to spend more time into my religion and try my best to go vegetarian as and when I can. Also, I'd like to mend back all my friendships. Those that I have neglected along the way. :)
Oh and guys, please help me come up with a new blog address alright? This one is really starting to irritate me. *sighs*
Life goes on...
Monday, January 02, 2006
I LOVE YOU
3 little words.
Are what I give to you,
from the bottom of my heart.
from the bottom of my heart.
To say you're special,
through and through.
I will love you,
every minute of each day.
Always standing by your side,
and faithful I will stay...
I guess those are the words I will never again get to hear from you...
Life goes on...
But its so hard without you...
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