Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Me: How come you are sitting beside me? Dont you always sit at the back?
Classmate: Oh, I need to borrow your notes...
"Friends"...
Life goes on...
Thursday, May 25, 2006
WHY?! Why the FUCK do the both of you have to hold hands in front of me?! Fuck!
Damn.. I'm cracking up again... Why does it still hurt so much, after so long...
This pain... ITS SUPPOSE TO BE GONE!
God... Or anyone... Help...
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Went down today to Pulau TeKong to view the BMTC (Basic Military Training Centre). It was pretty interesting. The food was good and so was the simulated firing range. Hit a bull's eye or so I was told. Haha...
I think I've found an answer to all my problems. And that is I care too much. So I shall stop doing so. When I think through about the friendships that I have/had, I feel that more often than not, I am constantly thinking about them. And when I initiate contact, I find that I am brushed away like a fly.
This is really tiring, really... I give up. I'm not going to bother and neither am I going to care.
Everything in this world must come to an end. If something as precious as life has to end, needless to say, so does friendship (what ever it means).
Alvin
"A noble friend"
Nothing but crap.
Life goes on...
Friday, May 19, 2006
Some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.
Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts,
and we are never ever the same.
How true... Never the same again...
Life goes on...
Monday, May 15, 2006
Today, i realised the main reason why my friend choose to hitch a ride from me home is so that we can chat more. Which really made me wonder why.
I'm not exactly the most popular guy neither am I the most charismatic. Everyone dislikes me in school. Yet why does he still continue to do so. Why would he choose to waste his time on me?
I think he should like everyone else just leave. Because there is a damn bloody good reason why everyone is. And he probably just hasnt figured it out yet.
My other friend brought this up in his blog which he told me to read. That was to look things at the bright side, to forgive and forget. Thing is, I'll never forgive and I'll never forget. I choose to hang on. To hang on to this hate and anger till my last breathe.
That's how much I hate her.
Life goes on...
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Life's been pretty busy lately... Not forgetting the fact, that I am like ALWAYS tired. Haiz...
I miss playing basketball. Hardly played any this few weeks. Impressive. Haha...
Sorry guys for not visiting all your blogs, am too tired each night when I come home. Thanks for tagging thou... :)
Life goes on...
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Had a pretty interesting weekend last week. Attended like 3 talks. One on education, another on religion and the last one politics.
The one on education was about PSC scholarship. Tells you about the great future etc etc... And that's just about it. Whether you get it or not, its another thing. Zzz...
The talk on religion was at Kong Meng Sua Temple. About how to manage your mind. I felt it was pretty interesting. One point really struck it me.
"Your mind controls everything. If you choose to be happy, no matter wthat abuses are hurled at you, it wont affect you. Like wise, if you choose to be angry no matter what happens or what people say, you'll still be angry."
Agreeable... But I choose to not forgive...
Lastly, listening to the SDA rally had me standing at YCK stadium for 2 hours? Yea... Some might say I am crazy. But the atmosphere there is really fantastic. If only they had chairs...
Life goes on...