Sunday, July 17, 2005
Many things have happened since I last blogged. I don't know where to start... Maybe what ever that comes to my mind first I guess.
The most recent event would be meeting Glenda. Her birthday is just round the corner. I can still recall, wishing her a Happy Birthday right here almost a year ago. We just met 2 days ago. Had lunch at the food fair located at Takashimaya's basement. After which we shopped around and headed to Cineleisure. I bought a couple ring for her as her birthday gift. Which reminds me, I still have yet to get anything for my own sister whose birthday happens to be coming soon.
On Thursday, I got back my math paper. I was utter disappointed. I tried not to show it and I think no one knew. But I was and still am very disappointed. 19/20 was what I got. The 1 mark was lost due to my careless-ness. I have no one to blame but myself... I didn't know how to tell my parents. I felt so ashamed of myself. On Saturday, I finally revealed my marks. And I got the response that I was expecting. Which really makes me afraid of getting back my PC CAD/CAM test paper. I'm pretty sure I won't be getting anywhere near 90%... Let alone 100...
Lately, I realised that the people around me seem to be so happy. Smiles always on their faces, they show no worries... But I feel so different from them. I feel so isolated. I can't seem to be part of their happiness. I can't feel their happiness... Why... My parents, my friends they all seem so happy. Yet no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to be part of their happiness, I can't find anything to be happy about. Maybe I really am a loner...
Life goes on...