Sunday, January 08, 2006
How should I start this post... There are so many things that I want to say and I don't know where or how to start.
I'll just start with her. It seems that she is so much happier right now, with the other guy. I am glad for her, but at the same time, I feel hurt and pain. However, the pain seems to be dwindling day by day.
In fact, I've finally stopped dreaming about her. Ever since we broke up, I've been dreaming about her every single nite. Only to wake up crying in the morning. I guess, you guys must be thinking that I am such a loser right? I think I am anyway...
When we were still together, she'd sit beside me in class and listen to what the lecturer was teaching. However, with the other guy, she just sits at the back and waste the hours away. I hope she makes the right decision. Not that I am saying I am right. But certainly what she is doing now is wrong.
It seems she has neglected her friends just as much too. I've heard from them that she has changed. She doesn't reply sms anymore (or so they claim) and she seems to have no limits. These are the very friends whom stood by her since Year 1. I don't know if she knows all these... But I doubt she does...
And just what is the other guy doing? Is he trying to break another couple up? Or is it just a misunderstanding? How can he say such a thing to a girl? I don't know and I don't want to say anything.
People may think I am trying to say things behind his back to get back at him. Only time will tell...
Decided to spend more time into my religion and try my best to go vegetarian as and when I can. Also, I'd like to mend back all my friendships. Those that I have neglected along the way. :)
Oh and guys, please help me come up with a new blog address alright? This one is really starting to irritate me. *sighs*
Life goes on...