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Saturday, September 23, 2006

There's so much going at home... I just don't feel like its home anymore. Then again, it never felt like it anyway. Perhaps you guys might think this is just a passing phase. No its not. I've never really felt like it was home. No one to talk to, everyone's so busy. I don't even talk to my parents about my problems.

Mom's having depression... Reason being my sister scored a grand fantastic total of 150/300 for her PSLE prelims. Dad's worried sick over mom. And well... There's me.

See, the thing at home is, Dad is not someone you would talk to when you have problems. And Mom having her depression is extremely sensitive and tend to mis-interpret things all the time. And when you tell her stuff and she gets worried and all, the next thing you'll find is Dad charging at you telling you to shut up.

Sister is inapproachable if that is the right word. I have absolutely neither trust nor respect for her. I guess over the years, they just dwindled away. Not to mention the maturity it takes to understand what exactly in the world is going on.

Can't wait to get out of this place. I need to breathe...

Perhaps on a brighter note, I've been invited to another scholarship talk held by DSTA (Defense Science Tech Agency). Had to ask my Dad twice before he was willing to attend it with me. In fact, when I told him I was invited, he merely gave a nod.

Life goes on...