Saturday, October 28, 2006
What a busy day! Really...
Headed down to Plaza Sing to meet up with my SRJC friends. Played a little at the arcade, headed to Pizza Hut for lunch and some chit chat, followed by LAN gaming at Paradiz. We should have one some time soon! Haha...
Then it was down to Vivo City to meet up with my secondary school pals for birthday celebrations! Sadly, all the restuarants had queues snaking for miles and miles. So we ended up at Junction 8 instead for dinner. Ate at Pasta Mania for about an hour or so I think.
Then I left the guys to meet up with the pig. Ended up walking around the park feeding bunnies and not to mention enjoying her company. She brought drinks, tibits, rabbit feed and even chocolate! I feel like such a free loader. :S
Next time lunch on me yea?
(I just put the ? there for it to look good, it should be a full-stop. You dont really have a choice. I'm buying lunch. :p)
*Collaspes into bed*
Life goes on...
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
| Your Five Variable Love Profile |
 Your propensity for monogamy is high.You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.And in return, you expect the same from who you love.Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium.You probably have had a couple significant loves.And you may have even had your heart broken.But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low.This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.You know a relationship is not about getting your way.And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered. |
The Five Variable Love Test
Alvin.. Alvin.. Alvin..
You are such a fool. You knew all along that you were weak, you were never meant for the game called Love. Yet, why? Why do you expose yourself to such opportunities? Opportunities that allow you to fall into the never ending pit that was part of the game?
What IF you did not say Hi in the first place? What IF you had kept your distance knowing full well about your weakness? Would all these have had happened?
Now you choose to run like u always do. Yet, you cant... You ain't strong enough.
Now see what you have done? Your falling once again. They say once bitten twice shy. You were bitten TWICE! And now?!
Now you subject yourself to the torture of dreaming and thinking about her all the time. The pain of knowing that nothing good will ever come out of it. Yet at the same time, the damned heart refuses to believe in it. Firmly holding on to the dream that one day, some fairy tale ending would instead come out it.
Fuck...
That reminds me, I pointed my first middle finger while driving today.
Life goes on...
You are such a fool. You knew all along that you were weak, you were never meant for the game called Love. Yet, why? Why do you expose yourself to such opportunities? Opportunities that allow you to fall into the never ending pit that was part of the game?
What IF you did not say Hi in the first place? What IF you had kept your distance knowing full well about your weakness? Would all these have had happened?
Now you choose to run like u always do. Yet, you cant... You ain't strong enough.
Now see what you have done? Your falling once again. They say once bitten twice shy. You were bitten TWICE! And now?!
Now you subject yourself to the torture of dreaming and thinking about her all the time. The pain of knowing that nothing good will ever come out of it. Yet at the same time, the damned heart refuses to believe in it. Firmly holding on to the dream that one day, some fairy tale ending would instead come out it.
Fuck...
That reminds me, I pointed my first middle finger while driving today.
Life goes on...
Monday, October 23, 2006
Last friday was like the highlight of the week, headed to Vivo City with a certain pig. Had our lunch there, followed by shopping, viewing of the sea and then the movie. We ate at Thai Express at her insistance. :p And watched The Prestige.
Reading through what I have just written, I can't help but feel that my command of the English language is so elementary. I can't write for nuts.
Anyways, back to my thoughts...
I've been fighting with myself over the past few weeks. Over a certain decision that I should make. One part of me feels I should, yet the other feels I should not.
*sighs*
The very last person you want to fight with on this earth is yourself.
Life goes on...
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Headed to Plaza Sing at like 10 am for a hair cut. But I was resigned to difting around the shopping mall as the saloon opened only at 11 am.
Saw this lady dressed in Santa's outfit outside Mac's distributing news-letters. I did happen to pass her by on my way back into PS so I took a copy from her.
Isn't it still too early for Christmas? Then again, when it comes to making money, its never too early.
Life goes on...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Being single means alot of things, it means being able to do what you want, when you want. It means not having to answer to anybody else. It means freedom.
I've been single for quite some time now and I'll honestly admit that I am truly enjoying singlehood.
Yet in life, things dont always go our way. I want not to love but yet I can't help falling in love. If only God allowed us the ability to control our emotions, that'd be great.
When you find yourself dreaming and thinking about one person all the time... Something is not right. *sighs*
I think I better leave before I end up doing stupid stuff. Then again my best bud questioned me, "Can you?".
Life goes on...
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Im here Just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racin' heart
Is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave ri-ight no-oow
Feelin' weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Life goes on...
Sunday, October 15, 2006
My mom entered my room and had this to say. She said I am too snobish. She said that I should take the initiative to say "Hi". Its all about E.Q. when you step into society.
But honestly, at the expense of what? Perhaps I have not truely grasp the concept of what she is saying. I've spent the first 2 years of my poly life being nice to everyone. Always taking the initiative. Yet at the end of day, people just end up taking advantage of it.
Why should I bother? I'm surrounded by people behind masks. People with their own hidden agenda. Their own interest.
Well, there's not much time left before my life in poly comes to a close.
I'm so looking forward to that.
Life goes on...
Thursday, October 12, 2006
First time in 3 years, I'm actually skipping school! Actually I'm down with a fever. But still, its my first time not goin g to school. Haha...
This sucks, I'm probably going to loose weight. *sighs*
I quote from my doc,
"You got dengue once but that does not mean everytime u get a fever, u have to prick urself for a blood test. If you are going to die, you will. Its only a matter of time. Some old ppl just dont die, some ppl die v young.
So jus take life with a twist."
:S
Life goes on...
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Its been what? 10 months? Yeah...
Time really flies... Its a good thing. Thou I may seem happy and all, but each time I see her, I still burn with hate and sadness deep down.
I try not to think about it, but honestly, how can one expect that to be accomplished when you see her every god damn day?
But I know I am strong. I am.
Like I've told others, I am enjoying single hood right now - very much.
On a seperate note, my mom's been labelling me arrogant these days. Perhaps she's clearly unable to draw a clear distinction between arrogance and my in-your-face attitude. I believe its the latter. But she chooses to believe in the former.
Well, I am not.
Life goes on... But to where?