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Friday, March 23, 2007

The state of my mind is in a damn mess right now. Been running a fever for the past 3 days, fighting the headaches with panadol and enduring sleepless nights. And thanks to all that, I get stuck at home for 3 whole days.

Worst of all, there's no one at home. No one online. No one to talk to. Then you start entertaining weird thoughts in your head and you start to question your sanity.

Did see a doc on monday thou. I asked him about why is it that I have problems sleeping at night. He said and I qoute, "Probably due to a lack of motivation in life or perhaps your suffering from anxiety. Or do you have a problem that's been bothering you? If you do, you have to identify it and solve the problem."

Hell, I have a problem. I know the problem. But I just want to avoid the damn issue. Coward? Maybe. But if you know what it's about, then perhaps you'll understand why.

Anyways, only until today did the fever subside and I stepped out of my front gate for the first time since eons ago. It felt so unreal. Haha... But I guess that didnt really made up for the 3 days of being stuck at home. So I went out again and just got back home. Feeling so much better now. At least the drive was fun, there was barely any traffic.

Guess it's gonna be another sleepless night again.

Reading through what I've just typed. I realised, it all doesnt make any sense. Haha... Whatever lahz... Gonna start adopting the heck care attitude. Make my life less stressful.

Life goes on...