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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

I guess I am the reason after all.

Perhaps the problem was me. All these while, I've failed to understand her for who she really is, I've failed to satisfy what she really needed in a relationship. Was I so blinded by my love for her, that I've forgotten what loving a person essentially means?

Those phone chats, smses and msn talks. They've all been nothing but superficial talks. I've failed to go deeper, to understand her. To see her for who she really is and know what truly is it that makes her happy. I tried to satisfy all her needs all but failed at the end to satisfy the most basic and essential of all.

Yet all these while, I loved her with all my heart and soul failing to realise that, its because of that very same reason, I have failed. I was blinded.

Perhaps due to my failed relationships and in an attempt to make this one work, I've failed to see the bigger picture.

Maybe thats why this line appeared in her blog, "I love you, but I hate the fact that you exist".

Its probably too late to say I'm sorry. Perhaps even meaningless. But I've tried. Truly I have.

Life goes on...

will you ever come back again?