Tuesday, May 29, 2007
The thing about putting on weight is, you gradually don't fit into your clothes anymore. Its beginning to happen and my already small collection of clothes is getting even smaller.
Oh wells, no worries. All the more reason why I should shop this GSS. Haha...
Speaking of GSS, I've already gotten myself a new pair of Nikes. And almost got myself a new pair of cargo pants from Espirit. But sadly (and to the relief of my pocket), they didn't have my size. Haha...
Life goes on...
Monday, May 28, 2007
Confused? Lost? Entangled?
Or just plain stubbornness.
.
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
Sunday, May 27, 2007
88 keys, 10 fingers - it just doesn't quite add up.
Anyways, I don't know what in the world got over me, but I actually brought my sister out to shop after dinner tonight. I think I'm losing it. Nuts...
Something for you adults to ponder upon,
"Leave your kids alone. Let them find their own way."
Life goes on...
Saturday, May 26, 2007
I've got to so stop this. I will, but not just anytime soon... Not now anyways...
Life goes on...
Give me reason to believe...
Friday, May 25, 2007
Just came home from Brewerks and honestly, its such a different feeling drinking at Clark Quay as compared to any where else. The place just seems to lively no matter what time of the day or night it is. Naturally, you'll just immerse in the atmosphere and forget all that's been troubling you.
Have you ever realised how, as a child, you entertain all thoughts of great success and dreams coming true? Literally all thoughts conceiveable - except failure.
Then as you grow older, you begin to entertain thoughts of failure and not making the mark. Basically, thoughts about everything except success. So much so that you just immerse in failure, and failure itself.
Everytime after you take a fall, as you lie face down in the dirt, do you question yourself? Do you like it this way - face in ground, wasting your life away knowing that at this point, there's no way else you can fall futher.
Or do you choose to pick yourself up and fight for what you believe in but at the expense of falling yet again.
Life goes on...
Thursday, May 24, 2007
C200 Sports
Bunker Blaster - it only sounds tough
My favourite - Gay shot. Haha...
Ms GohLife goes on...
Monday, May 21, 2007
Breathe... You need to remember to breathe. Else you'll drown...
Life goes on...
Sunday, May 20, 2007
If given the choice, once more or never again. Which would you have chosen...
Life goes on...
And somehow, after seeing each other once again there was this sense of finality...
Saturday, May 19, 2007
I hate what I am now, what I've become. Perhaps that's why I'm doing all those things to myself. I can't seem to stand the sight of me, the thought of who I am - or what I've become.
Its alright if one or two, question about what happened, why the change. But its not if the closest of your friends begin to question if the person that they used to know is still the same.
Words that never used to be associated with me have suddenly become part of what makes me, me today.
I used to ask, what is the scariest thing that can happen to a person. My answer?
That you gradually and unbearably, change into the person that your trying hard not to become.
I hate the change. I hate what I am now. But no matter how hard I try, I succumb. And I'm so tired of fighting, so tired of trying.
I'm so tired of failing. Time and time again.
I hate myself.
Life goes on...
Monday, May 14, 2007
_________
Yes, the beer came first...
_________
then those beutiful shots.
_________
I can almost feel the thrill.
_________
Did I mention, its my first time driving a BMW 7 series? Hahaha...
Read about the Tiger Super Cold and tried it today. And frankly, I think its seriously overrated. So what if its 2 degrees or so colder than normal beer. It doesn't make any difference.
Life goes on...
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Everything seems so weird right now. So unfamiliar...
Friends seem like strangers. And the memories we shared seem to belong to a previous life.
Nothing but lies...
Life goes on...
Saturday, May 12, 2007
"People who don't love themselves, don't deserve respect from others."
How true...
I'm sorry, I lied to you.
People change.
Life goes on...
Friday, May 11, 2007
Don't you just wish that you could leave everything and everyone you know behind and start life anew somewhere else?
To go to somewhere where people don't know you and you can start living a a new life all over again?
Perhaps that would work. Might even be the best for some of us.
But what if it doesn't. Would it matter anyway?
Life is beautiful. But I just don't see it right now.
Life goes on...
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
What's the scariest thing that can happen to a person?
Life goes on...
Monday, May 07, 2007
_________
I love my grandmother.
_________
And yes, I'm a Garnett Fan.
Note to Kevin Garnett: Your jersey just blew open a US$75 hole in my pocket. You better start winning me some championships. I don't wanna be supporting a loser. Hear me?!
LOL.. Jkjk.. You know I love you too..
Life goes on...
Sunday, May 06, 2007
HOW FUCKING HARD IS IT TO FIND SOMEONE WHO WOULD DRINK WITH YOU?!
Life goes on...
Friday, May 04, 2007
If after trying so hard and you still fail. Then why try anymore?
Life goes on...
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move
that I made I would
If I could stand up and
take the blame I would
If I could take all the
shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move
that I made I would
If I could stand up and
take the blame I would
I would take all my shame
to the grave
Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past
Life goes on...