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Monday, September 24, 2007

I grew up with a grandfather who really loved me. He would shower me with everything that I wanted and more. Perhaps it was because I am a boy, but that still doesn't change the fact that he loves me.

Yet I took it all for granted. And worst still, I shunned him when he needed me the most.

Grandfather fell ill back around 1999 and from then on, it was a downward spiral. He never recovered and passed away peacefully in his sleep.

I however, during his final days, did not bother or cared about him as I should. Instead, I chose to pretend that he wasn't there.

Was it because, I knew the inevitable and was afraid of it? Or was I just afraid of how weak and fragile he looked in bed?

Whatever the reason, the excuse... There's no hiding. No denying the fact that I, as a grandson failed to do my duty, my part. Failed to return his love.

Till today and perhaps till my last breathe, I will always regret...

However, I swear I won't let that happen again. I know my grandmother's time is short. It won't be long. But I'm going to do all I can to show her that I love her as much as she does.

God help me.

Life goes on...