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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Lately I'm beginning to feel the need for a companionship. One that is on a consistent basis involving a female. I know I'm beating around the bush but I hate to admit that I'm quite missing being in a relationship.

I know that I've just broke up and will occasionally mop around. But I've developed this yearning for a female companion.

Could it be that this sudden yearning is the result of me finding a way to run away from my past. Or could it be that I've been deprived of female presence in my life?

Just earlier today, I was at the canteen and all of a sudden I was aroused by this smell. It was familiar yet something that I have not smelt for a long time. That was when I realized the smell came from a female staff sergeant. It was the smell of her perfume.

Honestly, I was quite surprised by my reaction. I didn't expect myself to get so worked up or affected by a simple smell. Yet I guess it goes to show my longing for a relationship.

However, I know I'm not ready yet and this is probably just some crazy fling. Till then, there's a long way more for me before I'm ready again.

Life goes on...